Monday, October 15, 2012

Episode 1....

YUCK!

My weekend wasn't the best iv'e had for a while- I had a shitty ass headache and my hubby's g-ma is in the hospital!
UGH-
So thankfull G-Ma is okay- it wasn't a stroke ( thank god ) that they previously thought it might have been- just a nasty infection ala sepsis and pnuemonia. A truck load of antibiotics and some blood transfusions and she's on the way back to better. This lady is really a trooper! She's neat to talk to, and always good for a laugh here and there... CAPTAIN! o.0- ( really folks- you had to be there for that one )

My body is stupid- ( hey now Laurel, be nice to yourself ) but really it is! I've had migraine for about 3 days now- and the week previous it lasted about 3 days.. I am starting to think they never really go away, just hide untill stress appears or I eat something that tastes good. Sometimes my frusteration takes over and turns me into the wicked BITCH of the west.. I feel bad for my loved ones, cause when I am on the emotional roller coaster- they come along for the ride ( even if they don't want to! )

I am going to give these wonderful new meds a chance- one is an anti depressent- supposed to do a double duty to help curb the instance of migraine attacks and episodes- and the other is to help regulate the blood sugar issues I have been going through. I am very hopeful that this will give me some kind of help, im so tired of being SICK and TIRED all the time- I really have no life- I am controled by headaches and worry. That really is no way to live...

So that's where I am at- kinda shakey from all the medicine and hanging in- I do however have a 3 day weekend coming up! YAY for time off!!!

That's all for now-
Enjoy!

Wednesday, October 3, 2012

I donated to the vampires

HAHAH-
That does sound quite amusing doesn't it?

Well, I had a bunch of blood work done yesterday, and I understand none of it really. I know that by looking at the A1C stuff, that I am borderline diabetic, and that's kinda scary and sad. I knew of that last year, but the doctor I was seeing didn't seem to think it was going to become an issue or problem. I think that it really might have something to do with why I feel like SH*T all the time- but what do I know, im just a person without medical training.

It's frusterating- all the way around because I don't know anything, I just have to wait and ask questions and hope for the best situation possible.

It's no secret that I struggle with my weight, and I know that this has something to do with it- I have tried soooo many different things, with little to no success- so I just get fed up and give up. Though I do wonder if I have gluten intolerence as well as glucose intollerance- Hmm... I am just going to have to ask questions!

I know this information isn't nearly as exciting as my more spastic posts- I am just feeling reflective today about things-BLECK